Thursday, October 16, 2008

Calm Before The Storm

Other than the constant sleepiness that's been creeping into my system (post-assignment tiredness?), I've been feeling at peace lately. Is it because of the satisfaction of finishing my assignments? The love and support that came from my family, lecturers and tutors? The contentment of having friends that cares?

All, perhaps.


Of course, I know very well that this is just a calm before storm. Peace won't last. Soon, I'll be pulled into an assignment/exam/revision hurricane... but I want to cherish this little peace, even if I know it doesn't last.

*has a sudden idea for a story, but quickly pushes it away*

Well, here are some notes to summarize how I've been doing:

1) I slacked during my 1-week-long Hari Raya hols. I didn't touch my books 'til Sunday, and that was because I had to finish my BIS assignment.
2) My hols is quite eventful... and it could have been more eventful, but I have no transport.
3) I was invited to Keh Huat's house for a BBQ on Tues night with his gang (which consists Yean Siah, Wilson, Jenq (Jing?) and Ian(sp?).
4) I went out with Lynn on Wednesday. Watched Accuracy of Death. Someone in Speedy's interested in mah pessimistic friend. XD
5) Yay for Lecturers' love~! *cough*
6) Hui Ling came to my house for MCB help. She's impressed.
7) Made a promise to my cousin. If it works well, you might see my name in the shelves. ;3
8) Recently, I view my Marketing group leader with newfound respect. I mean, sure, I think he's a great guy and I salute his social skills... but the last presentation and the recap about Branding shows me he can actually do more than usual, and that's when the respect came.
9) And that's when I've stopped stressing about my Marketing assignment.
10) But it's still not over.
11) 3 more assignments to go. I dunno if I should be happy because I don't have to do more for the year, or sad because the last of the assignments means how close my finals are coming.
12) I'm gonna have block lectures for 4 consecutive weeks. Already gone through 2.
13) I've been slacking with my studies. I pray my study spirit returns... but not enough to consume me and derive me of my creativity.
14) Poor Keh Huat's sick. Hope ya get well soon~! =3
15) Ate sushi in Sushi King, Sunway Pyramid with Stanley, Ngam... something, Rachel, Keh Huat, Jennifer and Xian Qing! Wish we can have more daring times like this. And no, we didn't skip class; we're just in time. We're goood kids. =3
16) Old bonds hung in front of me, tempting me to reforge and renew it. I guess I'm a bit nervous... I pray I will have the courage to renew and restrenghten it, but
17) Everything comes with a price. I have a feeling that doing so would require me to make sacrifices, and I'm afraid the sacrifices would be too great that I'd lose foot of the familiar.
18) But one must take action in order to change, may it be for the better or worse. Because humans are everchanging, and they shouldn't trap themselves in a time... frame thingy? Am I actually making any sense?
19) I feel lazy! D='
20) But I'm still going for the final block lecture for Law. So yay.

Tag *gets shot*

Li-Lynn
1. What’s the relationship of you and her/him?
I'm the counselor. She's my patient. We're a twisted duo who set out on soul-searching trip.

... In an alternate dimension, anyway. In reality, we're just goood friends. =3

2. Your 5 impressions towards her/him?
- emo
- emo
- emo
- emo
and
- emo

[- sensitive [in a good and bad way]
- kind heart
- misunderstood
- lack of faith in oneself
- artistic (potential!)]

3. The most memorable things she/he have said to you.
"Thanks for today de! I was feeling very down down. Amm Amm you. You will always be my dear dear! >:]" - SMS quote, plus others that show her faith in me... which I can't remember atm *has a horrendous memory*

4. The most memorable things she/he had done for you
Walking all the way to TBS to let me see her princess curls, plus other err... self-proclaimed self-sacrificing actions. XD


5. If she/he becomes your lover, you will
Protect my 'butt butt' from getting bitten. It must remain smooth; no bite marks allowed~!

6. If she/he becomes your enemy, you will
Umm... umm... Attempt to scare her with thoughts beyond her evilness!

7. If she/he becomes your love, she/he has to improve on
Stop being emo, damnit. You're pretty and smart, so thar.

8. If she/he becomes your enemy, the reason is
Emo + temper + hurtful actions/words directed on moi.

9. The most desirable thing to do on him/her is?
Make her hate herself less, stop her emo-ness... and make her as opstimistic as Flonne. =D

10. The overall impression of him/her is
Dr. Jekyll (the kind, sensitive side) and Mr(s). Hyde (the emo side)

11. How do you think the people around you feel about you?
8D I dunno. Probably clumsy or forgetful. Or weird or silly... Or cute? Nevertheless, I am not a product of people's thoughts. So whatever. =p

12. The character of you for yourself is?
Wah?

13. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
Shy shy~ =X [common misinterpreted as 'unfriendly' (which ain't true! DX) and 'quiet' (depends~)]

14. The most ideal person that you wanna be is?
I still wanna be myself o.o
Or my mum! She's a great problem-solver. Most mums are! XD
... No wait, that sounds so kinda wrong.

15. For the people who care about you and likes you, say something about them.
=3 It probably takes time to actually know me (unless you're lucky enough to bring up the 'right' topic). But to those who were (unlucky and) patient enough, thank you and sorry for the trouble~! I will cherish you peeps always~ XD

16. 10 people you tag:
... *sigh* I won't force anyone to tag since most have probably done this meme.

BUT I'm tagging Li-Lynn. A must finish!

So... If you have list out 10 ppl, here are the additional Qs ye have to do.

17. Who is No. 2 having a relationship with?
18. No. 3 a male of female?
19. If No. 7 and No. 10 were together, would i be a good thing?
20. How about No.5 and No. 8?
21. What is No. 1 studying about?
22. Is No. 4 single?
23. Say something about No. 6?