Demotivated.

The flames of motivation is gone.

For the past weeks, I've been energetic and enthusiastic about UniSA. I like skimming through those awesomely thick books and prepare for next lectures. I love looking at the colourful notes I'd made. I don't mind assignments, much.

But now, I just.. lost that drive. I feel like slacking, not doing anything. I find it harder to concentrate in class. I'm just so loss (but at least I know what's going on in the lesson) and BORED. I felt as if the world had gotten all dark and gloomy, without a single spark of hope left... (or maybe it was raining just now) =/

The approaching Japan trip is making things worse. Don't get me wrong, I'm looking forward to the trip... but I can't help feeling stressed and hopeless at times. There are just so many... so many things to do... And the fact that I have to send my brother off to Japan tonight, plus 'stuff' to do on Wednesday makes me wonder if I can actually finish the assignments in time. And the thought of it sent a chill towards my spine.

Stress and demotivation is definitely not a good combination. I think I better search for my drive. >.>'